Rihhadatul Aisy

REASONS WHY I WRITE 1.       Because it is who I am, even if society doesn’t understand 2.       Because I don’t want to forget 3.       Because no one listen 4.       Because I need to remind myself how amazing I can be 5.       Because some things can only be said in written words 6.       In order to help others understand me and to help me understand me 7.        Because I’m messed up and writing is my therapy 8.       Because it’s an excuse to stay away from real people 9.       Because I want to record all my memories 10.   Because I can erase and start over when I mess up while writing. I can’t re-do what I’ve screwed up in my life 11.   Because I want to make people realize that I’m exist. 12. ...

    Recently, I deactivate my instagram account, just trying to stay away from some people for a while. I realized there’s nothing but depressed when I opened it. No one care about my feelings anyway. And sadly, because of that I kinda feel terribly alone. Or maybe lonely. In short, it changed my whole mind. I don’t know what makes me think that way, is it just because there’s something wrong with me or maybe this is just the best thing that I should do since the first time.   So, I decided to not use that app temporarily. But, it’s just an opening for this post. Actually, that’s not even my point. My point is, I really love romantic things, like in the books and movies. But, somehow it’s just a fantasy that a person make to entertain , maybe someone like me, in order to I could dream such things ever happen to me. And in the real life, there’s no such things. Well, here the quotes from the book that I just read : “Getting what you want isn’t eas...