Autumn Leaves-Diary

August 13, 2015


Dear Friends,
I’m sorry I’ve been gone for too long but here I am now. I’m gonna tell you what’s happening currently, in my life. This cloudy morning, kind of like everyone is feeling blue. And I’m home alone. Yeah. I’ll be like this for the next 2 weeks.
I’m trying to be productive, so all I can do, all I wanna do are just watching movies and reading novel. At first, I wonder why people want to spend their time just for reading it. I mean, maybe I just didn’t find the interesting one(but now I have one, and I guess I know the reason why they love it, because I do too). Especially a novel that has been made as a movie. I prefer watching it to reading it. Besides, I can see the actor and the actress of the movies. For now, my favorites are Selena Gomez and Emma Watson (because all I watch are about them, so I really adore Emma, I love listening the way she talk, and Selena, her voice is spoiled, I really wanna have the voice like hers).



It’s strange, but it’s real that sometimes, I watch a movie, and I think I am the people of the movie. Like I’m Wendy in Peterpan’s Movie. I know it’s embarrassing to admit, but that’s the fact. When I was in Junior High School, I used to watch it everyday I got back home. And Hermione Granger in Harry Potter’s Movie. Because of the characters is really inspiring. She’s beautiful, smart and brave girl. I bet every girl wants to be like her. There’s so much lessons you’ve got from it, you know. But that’s not my point. The point is :
There’s a boy. He’s my classmate. I’m so close to him. He’s mine, and 3 months younger than me. He’s everything I need because he’s my ZING. I do believe he is the one who won’t hurt me. I care about him, that’s why I pay so much attention for him. And now I really miss him so bad, I can’t stop thinking about him every day and night. But I shouldn’t tell him this. Because it makes me seem like a desperate one. Realize or not, I’ve been telling this to everyone in the whole world already. How fool I am. I guess it’s because “We accept the love we think we deserve”. Ohh, I love that quotes.
I wondered what became of him. For once, he’s really busy with his game and friends and don’t care about anything, including me. On the other hand, when we met, he seems like pretty nice like there’s nothing happen. There’s nothing happen actually, but everytime I want to act like I am mad and made him to persuade me, I just failed as usual. It didn’t work on him, trust me. Urghh..
At last, if there’s anything you wanna say to me, just spill it out, okay? Because as much as I feel sad, I think that not knowing is what really bothers me (that’s not even my words, I just copy it from the novel I read, but I do feel like that). And I wish I knew. But there’s one thing  I never knew. I never will. Please don’t try to figure out what it is. I don’t want you to do that.
I don’t know why I wrote a lot of this for you to read. Maybe because it’s just the only way I can share my secret thoughts and everything I’ve saved inside me. and it really makes me feel better.
From now on, I’ll try to make the best of everything by enjoying the simple pleasures of my life. J
Love Always,



R.A

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