R.I.P
To My Youth
It
never cross my mind, even at once, about what actually happened in this world
right now that a tiny virus can change the whole aspects of our lives. Like,
whole ! I’m only 23 and to be honest, there are still many things I want to
see, feel, and have. For such age, I should be exploring everything freely but
in fact all I can do is just staying in a place. People are apart . Then again,
I couldn’t live like this.
This
quarantine is totally driving me nuts. We don’t know for sure when exactly this
disease will disappear or maybe this disease will never disappear at all. Who knows?
Wasting time in home at a young age, getting old, and preparing myself to be a
good housewife eventually kind of the only solution I have.
I
know, I have so much complaints about this situation. Even so, I realized there
are still some positivity about it, such as I have more leisure time than ever
to do things I like at home, gathering with my family and some people that
considered as my family. But, it’s been 3 weeks. Enough is enough.
I
am not quite sure if the rumors are true but I’ve been asking myself, “are we
really getting closer to the end of the world?” Well, that question really scares me to death
and I’m not ready for it yet. I hope the world ends when I feel complete, no
longer worth living, and I’m already become a mother.
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